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"Inability to obtain sufficient sleep is seriously torturing!" ~ Chonke

I have never had this b4,however,I have been suffering from this evil virus from last week with no reason. I’m happy,healthy, alive & kicking !!! Just very very bore in city of boredom.

i will concur you!!! hohoho… sweet dreams for me…. insomnia no m0re..pleaseeeee..tata

ssStarting of stg new!! a total "Brand new" life at SG.LONG, one of the boring-iest place i’ve ever been at. However, for studies sake, i have to be here… ok,lets make it this way. instead of boring, i would describe it as a "perfect" spot to study,to rejuvenate myself n bla bla bla… no entertainment…no internet(oopss, i’m now at cyber cafe)..NOTHing! The only thing i could do to spend my 3-day-before-school holiday is to get my eyes sticked to the laptop..dvd movie,dvd and dvd!! GOsh! thats the factor the makes me dying to go to sch… 24 hours is like 1 week or perhaps 1 mth! well, wish me good luck.!! how i wish today is monday!! that is my 1st day , 1st semester to my bachelor journey! i’m sure it It will be a smooth n triumphant journey!!

I’m asking myself : why am i studying so hard ?? striving through so many circumstances and difficulties which others dun have to , which r also the  inner difficulties deep in me that i never tell anyone b4 except him! Is all about "TO STAY ALIVE".. isn’t it ? that’s truly a fact right ? As "the going gets tough. the tough gets going"… but what about IF you are not strong enough?? the only answer is u’ll drown in this realistic world. Realistic??  a world where$$$$ is EVERYTHING !! even though u have the knowledge,personalities, friends, family, career..without $$$, you are just NOTHING!! was everything fixed when we 1st stepped into this world empty-handed?? NO !4 sure… it’s us who control what we are, who we are today… but would you be very sure that decisions that u’ve made now is the best one ?  who knows ? i’ve seen people from having nothing to having anything they want; and also those who have everything to nothing… LiF3 is just That unPredictably Adventurous!??! in my surrounding, i can see ppl from all walks of life… 1) ppl who waves money easily without 2nd thought  2) ppl who r still not willing  to spend on a thing that suit his/her interest even after giving their 3rd/4th/5th/6th thought  3) ppl who spend according to their ability…. IF ALLOWED, how i wished i was the the 1st type..however, that;s not my faith! i beg my parents are very thankful of me not being the 1st!! Last week, i saw 2  in their 20’s or even younger,withdrawed rm1500 3 times from their atm account(not purposely peeking lar.. just coincidently)..what’s the purpose ? well this happened at 1-U.. MUST BE SHopping lar..Duh!! At that particulart moment, i was thinking " where the hell r all those money from !!??!!! dad ?? own hardwork ?? rob ?? probably rich dads’ girls…  4500 per shopping ??  how long  does it take for a OL, ordinary working adult,or even a graduate to save in order to flaunt that amount of $$$ in 1 or perhaps 2 days ?? I believe,it is less likely to happen. Never live without $$$… keep the momentum up!! and save more $$$.. hahazzz

"Victory cannot be won without effort. It needs struggle " — deep shit struggle… but would it end up as Victory ??  wondering ~~~

school started on monday…back to kl on tuesday… attend lecture only on wednesday… still haven’t wrapped up my new year mood! so tired today.. zzzzz at 6.30am ( chasing japanese drama- gokusen 2 )quite nice…..woke up 1 hour later at 7.30am ,went to sch at 8am…. new semester, new subjects and all of all, assignments assignments and assignments… even though this is a 7 week short semester covering 2 subjects…there isn’t a moment to slow down and relax.. coz we need to finish 2 chapters every weeks… 12 chapters for a subjects to be finished!! 12 x 2 = 24 chapters in 7 weeks… haizzzzzzzzz….so torturing.. *sob sob*..

woohoo!! i’m back … miss penang sooo much!!! home sick probably..hehe
enjoying my holidays now … and can’t wait to celebrate CNY.. why ? coz got many many "ANG PAU" muahahhaha… money face me … and now what ?? i’m addicted to gunbound AGAIN… erm.. if i’m not mistaken i’ve stopped playing for around 4 years… haha… so..i’m now a noob… bullied by the pros… dun really like that feeling of losing… in fact i hate that… so..i must play play play play more and win win win!! add oil lar… this is what i plann to do for during this last 2 weeks holidays.. hope to holidays never end!!! ADIOS~~

15 hours more to my 1st paper… still can’t get rid of the temptations~~  laptop, friendster, msn… that means, have to burn mid night oil..an hour b4 this my friend called up " wanna keluar ? tengok football. M.U vs Aresenal." Even though i’m not football fan but can keluar wor..sure say yes lar. Unfortunately ed wasn’t in favor of that even he’s a big fan of Arsenal, that makes me kehilangan the opportunity to keluar .coz he’s gonna drive me..haizzz .. pity me! when it comes to main, keluar jalan jalan, i’ll be extremely full dgn energy i…muahhahaha…what kind of person am i ?? even exam is di depan i … bt main is more important!! " play hard!!( i always do! yeah yeah!!) study hard!!( only when tml sampai hari exam)"..hehe…. that’s the rule!!! it was raining heavily in the evening, and the 1st thing that appeared in my mind was " flood! flood! flood! so that exam will be cancelled!! " silly thought.hahazz.. am i cruel?? am i not ?? am i cruel ??am i not ?? of course i’m not…juz day dreaming anyway. Having scored gcpa 3.4 ( I’m satisfied, but not you perhaps)  last sem was the "fatal" factor 4 my sem 2 exam… thats the attitude in me " aiyar, relax lar ..sure no problem 1! " .. now what ?? suffering , and lets see what will the so called 3.4 be ??  let’s see …………… ^_^

1st post… hahazz…exam!!! hatred!!!  haizz… its end of semester 2 ..this sem was really really fast!! incredibly fast… now only i realised that i’m totally unprepared for exam.. too bad :(.. However, i really enjoy this sem sooo sooo sooo much..not on studies of course.hehe… the reason is that i’ve played a lotsssss.. went to lots of places i’ve never been too… did lots of stuffs and experienced byk byk things in KL… N now what ?? struggling in front of all the notes and books that i’ve never flipped through even once for this 3 month semester…how  am  i supposed to  swallow  everyhitng in just  2 months ?? hahazz… well, to make thing goes round, there will be No more kai kai, no more yam char beramai-ramai di SS2, no more parties…… Thats my challenge for this month!!! ulangkaji bijak bijak di cubicle i… ADD oil chonk3!!!