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I’m asking myself : why am i studying so hard ?? striving through so many circumstances and difficulties which others dun have to , which r also the  inner difficulties deep in me that i never tell anyone b4 except him! Is all about "TO STAY ALIVE".. isn’t it ? that’s truly a fact right ? As "the going gets tough. the tough gets going"… but what about IF you are not strong enough?? the only answer is u’ll drown in this realistic world. Realistic??  a world where$$$$ is EVERYTHING !! even though u have the knowledge,personalities, friends, family, career..without $$$, you are just NOTHING!! was everything fixed when we 1st stepped into this world empty-handed?? NO !4 sure… it’s us who control what we are, who we are today… but would you be very sure that decisions that u’ve made now is the best one ?  who knows ? i’ve seen people from having nothing to having anything they want; and also those who have everything to nothing… LiF3 is just That unPredictably Adventurous!??! in my surrounding, i can see ppl from all walks of life… 1) ppl who waves money easily without 2nd thought  2) ppl who r still not willing  to spend on a thing that suit his/her interest even after giving their 3rd/4th/5th/6th thought  3) ppl who spend according to their ability…. IF ALLOWED, how i wished i was the the 1st type..however, that;s not my faith! i beg my parents are very thankful of me not being the 1st!! Last week, i saw 2  in their 20’s or even younger,withdrawed rm1500 3 times from their atm account(not purposely peeking lar.. just coincidently)..what’s the purpose ? well this happened at 1-U.. MUST BE SHopping lar..Duh!! At that particulart moment, i was thinking " where the hell r all those money from !!??!!! dad ?? own hardwork ?? rob ?? probably rich dads’ girls…  4500 per shopping ??  how long  does it take for a OL, ordinary working adult,or even a graduate to save in order to flaunt that amount of $$$ in 1 or perhaps 2 days ?? I believe,it is less likely to happen. Never live without $$$… keep the momentum up!! and save more $$$.. hahazzz

"Victory cannot be won without effort. It needs struggle " — deep shit struggle… but would it end up as Victory ??  wondering ~~~